hi, how r u?i hope u r f9.still remember me or not?

i want to apologize to u. iknow im also false. actually, i want to apologize since a few month ago.but i thought "why i had to apologize? he was false. iwasnt.he did a mistake, i didnt".

but now,.....i dont think like that anymore.it proves that i cant be a good moslem yet". so far to become a good moslem. so.........im sorry.it's from the botttom of my heart.it's up to u, u forgive me or not. it's ur right.i cant push u.

ok.. just let me know that u forgive me by sending me some messeges
bye.....erlia

hi how r u?
it's been along time i do not see u.
sorry, i was so busy, coz i just finishing my last exam. Pray me i h a good value

actually im free for 3 months. but i feel so confuse. wat will im gonna do? istill dont know.wat is my next plan? i stil dont know

btw, how is he now?fine?i hope so
it's also along time for me do not chat with him
im false, i h a mistake n i it's hard for me to say sorry

im also confused...
why am i thinking about him again thiz days?
i h erase him from my memory
but i still miss him
honestly........,i dont know wat happen to me

i hope he doesnt read thiz blog
im gonna be shy
shy n shy
omg...........!