Dew of the morning

kesempurnaanmu....luruhkan hasrat tuk memilki
keangkuhanmu hilangkan asa di hatiku

kekasih....
dalam setiap sujudku....terukir namamu
dalam setiap nafasku....ada cinta untukmu
tidakkah kau tahu itu?

Singsing fajar di pagi hari...
Tak mampu hilangkan tangisku
Semburat senja
Sendu seperti hatiku
Namun takkan mampu mengisahkan sedihku

Rinduku padanya menyiksa batinku
Tersiksa oleh perasaan yang tak mampu kulukiskan
Ku mencoba bernyanyi
Mengusir semua gundahku
Aku meminta pergi semua galauku
Namun aku tak mampu....

mama,,,,someone who always in my heart
there r so many people came n goes
but she's always stay 4 me
keeping me in all my days wid her prays

when im sad she's crying
when im happy she's amiling
she knows everything b4 i told her
thats my mama

mama....
i love u soooooooooooooo much
i just can pray 4 u
may Alloh give u all the happiness in this world n in next hereafter
Amiin

You blows the signs of love to me
im the middle of the cold night
You say the signs of love to God
Protecting and keeping our love

my love has come n go
now,,,,he's back?
wat am i gonna do?
im tired wid these all
im afraid to be hurt

he's the only one in my heart
he's the only one in my mind
i want him,,,,
but iknow it's impossible
Alloh...can i ask something?
i want my prince
but i know he's not the best one
but 4 me....he's my best

if im halal 4 him
i wanna hold him so tight
lets me keep him
from he starts his morning till he closes his night
i wanna be wid him always....

Alloh....
open his heart
let him knows,,,that i love him so much
lets him know...that theres someone here waiting 4 him

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven
That I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breath is your life
And sooner or later its over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

dear mom...
u r my spirit to pray
when im wake up in the middle of the night

Boulavard of Broken Dreams Lyrics

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But It's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's th' only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and every thing's all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's th' only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish a someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone!

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Semua resah hati manusiamu
Untuk membagi kisah atas nama cinta
Butir air mata di setiap sujudmu seperti tak pernah cukup untuk menjagaku
Jangan butakan hati menjadi cinta yang semu....oo... Cinta yang semu

Kau hembuskan ayat-ayat cinta untukku
Di sela doa dalam malam-malam yang sunyi
Ampun yang engkau pinta dalam semua keraguan yg tlah meliputi jiwamu
Semoga akan membawa cintamu

Pada diriku dalam jalan dan ridho-Nya
Jangan butakan hati menjadi cinta yang semu...oo... Cinta yang semu

Kau hembuskan ayat-ayat cinta untukku
Di tengah terik matahari dan dinginnya malam
Kau panjatkan ayat-ayat cinta pada-Nya
Melindungi dan menjaga kisah cinta kita...

Alloh.. i apoligize
iwas fasting yesterday, but iwas forget.i ate in the morning.n i just remember at 11 am. but i continue my fast coz im really forget.

Alloh...
i ever think....im egoist
i just pray to get Your heaven
if You not promise to give moslem heaven
Will i do my pray?
if theres no hell
will i keep on my right way?

Alloh...i apologize
i cant be a gud moslem yet
i just can try try n try

There is no word as beautiful as Allah. no example as beautiful as Rasulallah . no lesson as beautiful as Islam . no song as melodious as Azan . no charity as meanigful as Zakat. no encyclopedia as perfect as Al Quran . no exercise as perfect as Namaz .no diet as perfect fasting . no journey as perfect as Hajj . lets realize that islam is ever beautiful n perfect.

i hate uuuuuuuuuuuuuu

god knows why i love u
god knows why i need u
cos for me... u r my most beautiful thing
my prince...ilove u soooo much
wishing u know that someday

Prophet of Mohammed said:
"Man akhabba fithroti falyastasinna bisunnatii wa min sunnatinnikaah"
means whosoever like my fithroh, sholud they follow my sunnah n one of my sunnah is merriage"
wishing im not wrong if i pray this for me

dear diaryyyyyyyyyy
yesterday...iwas so tired.so busy.college, dancing, teaching. so busy till i forgot to eat. then......icant sleep.but i thanks to God, i still have alot of activities.

dear diary
hari iniaku ketemu dia lagi
menyebalkan.

dear diary......
im so tired today
college, dancing, teaching, dancing again
im tired.i do not eat yet.im forget

bye diary
i have to go

i just want u always
right here be with me
in every step of my life
u are created for me

even the time will able
call out my soul
i want u to know
that im always yours
who always love u
in your whole life

dear diary...
today i was meeting my nice frends
hmmmm they make me smile :

GOd...im crying
i love someone who never love me
but he's always appear in front of me
GOd...i love him but i also hate him
God...i hate him but i love him

dear diary.....
i met him again
why?
i wanna forget him
but he's always appear in front of me
i hate that

helooooooooo
i miss my mom
hope she's f9
i always pray for her
i love u mom
n miss u soooooooooo much
mom, im bored living in homestay
i wanna come home

god....i wanna get merried soon

god...
u give beautiful face
u give me beautiful of personality
n im so thanks for that

god...
wake up me on ur midle of the night
so that i can come close to U
god...
give me the strength to stand up in this world
so that i can keep my princip till the end of Ur time
god...can i cry when i get sad?

Tuhan....
aku pengen nikah...
send me ur best people
religious man n love me just the way iam

god....iwanna get merid
having kids n playing wid them
nice n great.
God....when it happen?
wishing soon

hari ini suntuuuuk banget.g tau knapa aku g krasan di kos.ada kegiatan.cuma bikin kaligrafi.itupun lom slese.boring g seEEEh?

Another Day, another Month, another Year, another Smile, another Tear,another Winter, A Summer too, But there will never be Another You! May Lovely, Happy Times Decorate this Time of the Season. May Warm, Special Memories brighten your New Year, may the Wonder of New Year be with you Forever. "HAPPY ISLAMIC NEW YEAR 1429 Hijri"

from Azam khan

i will show u how precious iam

dear diary....
pray for me order that i cant be patient to face my student named rara. Astaghfirrulloh....she's so lazy. actually she's clever, but when i explain the lesson, she never focus on that.hhhhh.she is always try to change the topic...n always palying with her own mind.
but it's ok,,,im still patient so far. but i dont know wat happen next time.

i hate u
hate so much

tonight...u come n cherish me ur beautiful word
....
....
then i wake up
n i find that was just my dream

sad n tears become my frends
coz u r not mine anymore
why u leave me baby?
i still love u?
where is ur promise before?

i need u in my life
not only in his life
i need u after im dead n im life again
baby....
dont u hear the crack of my heart....?
it's tremble when i say ur name

baby..........
come to me
closer n closer
ill be wid u forever

guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuud bye!!!!foreever!!!!!

hhhhhhhhhhh
i hate u
bye forever

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate u...........!!! go! go! go! n go away!
dont talk to me again

im a virgin blossom who will keep u in my heart
im a shiny eyes who will shine in heaven
im a pure girl who will make love with u in heaven
but now... my love is touched by sadness
my love is holded by tears
so pain....

listen to the bottom of my heart
it say...if i can hold u, i will hold u so tight n ill never loose it
my heart said...make myself your latest choice of ur heart

my dear...
u never hear wat my heart said
u prefer enjoy your own life
n then im quiet...
silent...
icant do anything...

then....
look at my eyes...
there r so many tears...
dont you see it?

dont you see that i miss you
dont you see that i need you
im so thirst of yor love
just come here n hug me with sll of your love

When sun shows her light
i reach my light day
waiting a story
it must be happen in my life

NOw, i start to know the meaning of love
even there r so many laughing
but my heart feel
if im near from a man, im shy

im a blossom girl
i want to star to feel
a feeling that must be owned by everyone
i start to fall in love
Mama, let me enjoy all favours of my life

listen to my heart
give the meaning to my life
hold me in ur arms
n without u im lost always

U know why
This love happens once more time
God.. wishing it's gonna be it's my destiny to be with him till the end of time
GOd ...wishhing its gonna be happen

God....U know
My love has fall into him
My heart n life have i gave to him
God ...U know

U know how i want to do
rest of my life
he is in my side only

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I’d still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You’re all I need, my love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You’ve opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I’ve dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
You’re all I need, my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
’cause all I need is you, my valentine
You’re all I need, my love, my valentine

f our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
[ Breathless lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

Seems like everyone else has a love just for them,
I don't mind, we have such a good time,
My best friend,
But sometimes, well I wish we could be more than friends,
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?
Oh...

I get so breathless when you call my name,
I've often wondered, do you feel the same?
There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity
When we're all alone.
So don't tell me
You can't see
What I'm thinking of.

I can understand that you don't want to cross the line,
and you know I can't promise you things will turn out fine,
But I have to be honest, I want you to be mine
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?
Oh...

I get so breathless, when you call my name,
I've often wondered, do you feel the same?
There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity
When we're all alone,
So don't tell me
You can't see
Oh!

Cause I've tried to do this right in your own time
I've been telling you with my eyes, my heart's on fire,
Why dont you realize?
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?
I get so breathless...
I get so breathless when you call my name
I've often wondered, do you feel the same?
There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity when we're all alone
So don't tell me you can't see what I'm thinking of.

I get so breathless when you call my name
I've often wondered, do you feel the same?
There's a chemistry, energy, a synchronicity when we're all alone
So don't tell me you can't see what I'm thinking of.

helo diariku...tahun baru nich.tapi aku g kemana-mana.cuma keluar sebentar.ujuan c. walaupun g hujan aku juga males kluar.enakan dirumah.anget sama selimutku.hehe...
btw, kmarin seharian di koooos mulu.boring.sebenernya aku mo ngajar, taunya g jadi.y udah, di rumah, makan n santai.