aku bersedih atas nama kesedihan yang hinggap terlalu dini
aku tersenyum atas nama kebahagiaan yang pergi terlalu cepat
aku tersenyum kelu dalam kesendirianku
entah sampai kapan....

aku tertidur dalam kepenatanku....
hingga menembus alam pikiranku
terhenyak aku....
hingga mimpiku mengajakku tuk bangun

berdiri aku dalam kesenyapanku....
sepertinya raga tak mampu tuk menopang tubuh
aku lunglai....
tubuhku mencium lantai kamarku....

hitam....pekat...dan tak ada sesuatupun yang terlihat

one day in my life
when the wind blowed its angry
it made me down n weak

i was throwed so far
feel like no life anymore
iwas life but felt like iwas goona face a die
iwas breathing....but i felt the angel took away my soul

so many people arounded me
but i felt so lonely
alot of people gived their smile
but i felt it was not me
that was a lie

iwas quiet...
in my loneliness
i prayed in my weakness
i hoped God helps me
but it was not happended

i thought....
n iwas looking for....
the answer of my question
wat happend wid me?
why god angry to me?
why god not help me te get out of here?

i decide to wake up
n build my life
from the beginning....
im pray...
n i fill my life wid my big thanks to god

life felt so happy
heart felt so peace...
n i have find my smile....

for my dearest love....
i miss u sooooooooooo much
when we can meet?

my baby....
why do we far?
why do i can hear ur voice only?

everynight....i remember u in my dream
everybreath of my life is yours
i love u baby
i know u so

i wait u here
in my loneliness